I can't see...

You keep asking about my inner self

Even I can't see it anymore

I'm so tired of feeling it all

I've left whatever good or bad inside me

They say "look and try to see yourself"

But even I can't see myself anymore

The center of my being is so defeated

Destroyed to the point of being unfixable

Even when I talk to you

There's someone inside me hurting me

How can they come out in your sweetness?

I've been hurt so much, I can see that!