Light of my life

You gather them all in my head, my God

Taking advantage of my loneliness, the light falls upon me

You tear me apart from within, breaking me into pieces

Making me look to see which one I bled more in

You were there too! You experienced what I felt in all of them!

All of them shouted in my face, that I would be happy

Did you listen to my ears? I couldn't hear through the pain

My heart hurt so much that I didn't want to be human

I ran away to faraway places to find the light of my life

My goal was not to wander in the shadow of your light

But in the end, I thought of you, pondering

Maybe I looked into nothingness, an empty light...